| It turns out that I may qualify for the Master degree program. Thx god I think my dream to become a Ph.D in Electrical and Computer Engineering was totally a pure dream.... but Im in a blink of cutt off... got to work hard, I mean really really hard...(now even 1/2 of the Sunday is not for rest) I cant just have a B.E =w=" I've lost so much to get to this point, I cant let anything go wrong. Plus, I gotta think faster.... I believe I think fast enough as a non-engineer... but as a real engineer, I need to be 3 times faster... too bad wearing a red shirt doesnt help =w=" |
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| 打完份source code... 不禁講一句: 仆.... 我o既人生都真係dry 到爆... 已經唔想對住人, 但係係星期日對住份code design 同debug o左5個鐘已唔覺時間過...如來已經8:40 am 真係好毒. 我無屋企人,無朋友, 無女朋友, 唔日日對住d circuit 同program 我可以做咩? 不過no pay no gain... 真係好想入 DDC or Gneral Dynamic-Electirc Boat做... 至少 咩Defense project 都好ar.... 如果唔係真係浪費青春... 我已經咩都無...連感情都慢慢消失...得返一d engineering 技術... 咁我同一個機械人有咩分別? 如果人生存係有一種使命, 咁我o既使命係咩? 真係好驚......好耐無由心底笑過... 都好多年未哭過... 最近照鏡先發現自己成日木口木面... 心事只有係xanga 打出來, 有鬼人care? 就算有人睇...都係你地呢班唔知係咩樣咩名o既人...(expect某人) Whatever la..... gotta get back to work now... more microcotrollers, more circuit and more theory.... Also....my research paper.... I should have finished it during week... + my senior project robot manual =[]=" |
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| 追唔返d進度..... 返city 一兩日就死........早知唔考車la...明知fail 硬..... 睇來new type o既能力會因年齡增加而下降 =w=" |
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| I shouldnt take that part time job... there is so much work to do and it requires a lot of strenght and it kills my brain... I need to run around 1st to 4th floors in the library and pulling out book according to the call #..... it's like A to Z, xA to xZ for over size.... 60 to 70 books within 2 hrs.. My brain hurts....and Im still hearing something like B2019.J3121.V.1995 Get the hell out of my mind!!!! Btw... when Im doing the scanning, I somtimes come across some EE research papers.... I want to read them but I have to scan the book before timeout=w=" Plus.... I didnt write the program for Lab 3 and 4 yet.... I also didnt finish reading all the research materials and I didnt start reading the robot manual for the senior project... What the fuck I was doing during these 3 days??? I need to pull myself together!! |
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